in the mood for....

2005-09-27T01:17:00.000+08:00

人家说了不中听的话，你听了，会不高兴吗？
其实，他只不过是将你的眼睛擦亮，把事实摆在你面前罢了。即使再不喜欢听的话，自己听了心里有多不舒服，你也得安然接受。
因为那就是现实的残酷。
因为那是自己不肯面对现实的结果。
因为，就因为，
那才是真正的自己最不想知道的一面。

2005-09-03T23:12:00.000+08:00

Okiexx.. really gotta update my blog...
I think it was wonderfully sweeeet of uncle ron to update us on his daughter's arrival, Hannah on 19 Aug.. then we're planning to visit uncle ron and his sweet sweet bundle of joy this coming thurs.. once the time's set, I can hardly waittt!!! :)

Great!! having antor steamboat this coming friday!! Hahahaha YAYYYYSSSS finally meeting with my antor ppl... hope most ppl can make it...

I'm in Jam Band and choir!! hahahha Oh my oh my.. I';m sososososossososososo stunned... hahhahahahaha but heyy ahhhaha no one can EVER EVER EVER complain that I sing badly again hehhehehhehehehehhee

2005-08-25T16:28:00.000+08:00

Sutanto on most PRCs sitting at the front row seats in lecture halls:
"From the back, you could already see a China flag!!"

2005-08-18T21:26:00.000+08:00

A good long chat today...
Got me thinkning..
Thinking about things..
what I should do...
What I shouldn't do...
What I have in mind..
What I can't make up my mind abt...
I tink I should stop.

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End of season party this sunday...
should I go??

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On a happier note:
HALL LIFE RULEXX!!

2005-07-27T02:55:00.000+08:00

I'm typing this in the comfort of my hostel room lol just came back from supper with my OG mates!!! WOAHHHH!! you guys rawk BEEEEEEEEEG time!!! It's been really nice and all to be staying in a hall, and I get so many activities already!! HALL life... here I come!!! Heee... this week's welcome week, so we're having a BBQ on thursday night and a night tour on fri night!!! Fri's going to be eXXXXXXciting!!! we're gg to skate the night away then escape on a shopping crusade to IMM Giant and then head for supper at geylang!! YEAHHH!~!! Think that's all?? Hee.. this is only the beginning of hall life sia!!! YEAHHHH!!! Ohhhhz.... and Sigh, life in uni sucks?? as in really BEEEEG time?? cos I'm so so so so so so so so so terribly lost in my school!! OMG... Sighh... I think I'll die big time for next week cos this week's all lectures only, and next week tutorials will start.,.. DIEDIEDIEDIEIDIEDIEEEE somemore I dunno anyone from my tutorial group sia.. Oh geee... -_- but oh wells, at least for lectures I've got my OG mate to bring me around!!! YAYss!!!

2005-07-14T20:26:00.000+08:00

Ohhhh. I;m so full..... had sushi buffet with my 4K girls... wahhhh eat until I want to explode alrdy man.. bleeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
changed my blgoskin... heee :) wanted another blogskin one..but got some prob man.. sigh so had to settle for this.. shruggs

2005-07-08T23:58:00.000+08:00

Your #1 Match: ESFP

The Performer
You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others.A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic.You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally.You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic.
You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor.

2005-07-08T23:29:00.000+08:00

I went shopping today with mei nu!! hahahhahahah OMG.... I was trying on this 2 fabulous 3-quarters in Zara and I thought they were for 29.90 each.. until I was paying for them then I realised to my horror it was 49.90 each!!! OMG>.. Of cos I din buy.. it's too blardi ex.. but the cutting is sosososososososososososososososo nice!!! Sighhhh..... nvm... I'll go for a cheaper alternative at S&K I think :) equally nice too!! LOL I'm so proud of myself!! I didn't get any new tops!! (other than a yellow Gio top that my mum had stained and so I got a same one to replace it hehe) As of now, I'm going to buy new bottoms!!! hahahahhaa Ok, I'm now aiming for shorts, 3 quarters and jeans hahahhahaha I'm not comfortable in skirts.. hahahhahaa.. YAYYYY!!! AT least I've got a S&K one in mind alrdy!! I hope S&K's having sale soon.. $35 for 3-quarters is a bit too ex for me...

2005-07-07T18:13:00.000+08:00

my elder sister just did the craziest thing: she switched off all the lights in the room, just so that she can use the light function on her lappie. BWAHHAHAHA. Her laptop has this light function that allows users to be able to see the keyboard even in the dark ahahahaha she was so amused wiht it.. (frankly speaking, so am I.. hehhe and I'm still sitting in the dark, using her laptop with the light function on) LOL

2005-07-05T23:01:00.000+08:00

YEAHHHH!!! I'm back from my taiwan trip!!! WOahhhhh I must say, retail therapy rawxx!!! I bought like 10?? tops that realy I must say, is quite a bargain, at least half the price of that in SIngapore.. and I bought 7 pairs of shoes.. hahahahhaha YEAHH.. shoes are DIRT cheap. S$13 only!!! and they're prett-eeee shoes!!!! WoohOOO!!! got loads of much chee also... hahhaha.. for family and friends.. :)
Aiii and I must also thank my companions on this trip: huifang, pauline, meijie and xiaoqi(who happens to be wee keong's AI classmate- the world is really really small).... they've been really really wonderful.. hee cos I was erm, in a lousy mood for some dasy on teh trip... hee they've been really bearing with me sia... hahahahah Oppps... But overall teh trip was really OK cos we had loads of time to ourselves to explore areas thoroughly, and especially since we're ALL girls, we of cos made shopping the top priority!! YEAAHHHH!!!
but anyway, my hostel turned out to be pretty much OK.. it was really clean (top priority) and I didn't really worry about losing my belongings... But don't expect too much from it if you guys are teh "hotel ppl" cos the hostel's really just an apartment, with abt 6 rooms. each room has either double decker bed or single bed, depending on you. There's minimal space for movement and luggage, and facilities are not too bad. There's free usage of internet, with no curfew and washing machine's available for you to use. The owner's really nice too, he drove us back to CKS airport on the last day. Moreover the location of the hostel's not too bad, it's abt a 3-min walk from the mrt station. :) you can chekc it out of you like, it's called Taiwanmex Guest House.
Ehh... I cant tell you guys much abt the trip cos it's really basic. WEnt to the few places, wu fen pu, hsin chu, shilin, xi men ding... then also went to 2 theme parks!!! one water and one for rollercoaster!! hahahhaha I enjoyed teh water theme park more, it's called ba xian, and the rollercoaster one's called liu fu chun, located in Xin Zhu. The latter's more "family" cos teh rides are less exciting, so you guys can afford to give it a miss if you're gg to taiwan. Taipei by itself's pretty boring, so definitely shld go out of taipei, I went hualian and carried all that muah chee back to spore... so those who get s share of teh muah chee, please bear in mind that it was all hand carried and air-flown all thee wya back from taiwan.. heee

2005-06-19T18:36:00.000+08:00

Gabrielle ::Out Of Reach::

Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,Couldn't see
We were never Meant to be

Catch myself
From despairI could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK
But I was
So confused,My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach,
so far I never had your heart
Out of reach,Couldn't see
We were never meant to be

So much hurt,So much pain
Takes a while
To regainWhat is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you
But now I'mSo confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach,So far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,Couldn't see
We were neverMeant to be
Out of reach,So far
You never gave your heart

In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there
For me

2005-06-15T11:37:00.000+08:00

I'm so HAPPY!!!
I'll be getting my full bonus afterall!!! YAYYY!! Initially I thought they'd pro-rate it (better pro-rate then not getting any), but Uncle Ron fought for me!!!
lurrveeee him loaaddss!!!

2005-06-14T10:30:00.000+08:00

Had an exciting afternoon today. It was like close to lunch time and I had to deliver a tax package to Ritz Carlton, of cos I grabbed the opportunity!! LOL mentioned it to uncle ROn then he said, "Let's go together and then we'll have lunch." Call me sua-ku if you must, but for the first time today, I stepped into Ritz Carlton. I must say, I'm damn damn damn damn impressed with the service. There were people to open taxi door, hold the door open, directing you the way to certain places. wow. Believe it or not, we went to MArina Square for lunch, Cavana. YUMS. Heheheh Un cle Ron had to ask us to suggest a place for ice cream. Andersons of Denmark. His treat- family fondue. YUMMM. BUt I think its actually only so-so. It had like 10 ~~small~~ puny scoops of ice cream, 4 handheld-size waffle cones, abt 8 half marshmellows, sliced bananas, rockmelon, kiwi (unripe!! - protests Uncle Ron) and whole strawberries. The chocolate dip was nice, but it's not like, mouth-watering nice. Not worth Uncle Ron's $30. But oh well, its Anderson's afterall...

2005-06-07T10:55:00.000+08:00

As usual, I'm bored to the core in office. Sigh. I just noticed today that on the phone directory, the extension 2818 would never, ever reach Uncle Daryl again. How sad. Sigh.
Anyway, from my K2 and P1 classes, I noticed that some kids are generally more responsive to the questions I ask, and some kids well, just like to give me rubbishy answers lol but they're cute.. honestly damn cute! lol So i begin to wonder, how was I like when I was young?? Was I the responsive kind? Or the noisy kind? Or the *cough cough* smart and intellectual kind? lol I don't know, but I remember fragments of my childhood, of participating in classes lol GEEE.
Ok, I'm honestly bored. bored bored bored bored bored. Sigh.

2005-06-06T11:23:00.000+08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

2005-06-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

Back from celebrating Aloy's bday. After asking around and draining my brain juice the whole week in search of a surprise for him, finally, it was still down to a cake. (yay.) And he wasn't even surprised. Sigh. cos keong asked him what flavour he liked, and well, the rest is history. lol but hey, I had a fabulous idea in the beginning of the week: I told keong to wear a skirt, I'd bring a blonde wig, then he can act as marilyn manroe and sing "happy birthday" to aloy. Ta-dah! great idea isn't it?? In response to that, keong came close to scolding me vulgarities over teh phone. snigger Then I thought of going to teh night safari, where hopefully, ym was able to like lock keong up in teh lion's cage, or like, have the birthday boy spend the night with teh tigers lol anywayz, uploaded photos.. pictures speak for tehmselves!!1 :)

Office lappie..*maux*

dalvin!!! hahah official partner of Bimbos-united ^_^

girls just wanna have some fun!!! :) Ice-skating trip!!

Birthday boy!!! Happy bday deariee!!

good ole' buddy!~!

2005-06-03T09:34:00.000+08:00

Ehhh it was really a bad trick backfired...
Yesterday ting was on a day's leave and it happened to be the submission of timesheet day. So ~~evil~~ Chris hatched the plot of circling Ting's chargable hours and Dal writng a "See Me" next to where JB (manager) signed the timesheet. And then in the morning, I'll walk right up to Ting and tell her "JB just passed this to me" in the straightest face that I could possibly manage. I tell you, we had more fun creating the plot than tricking ting, cos her reaction was SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO mild. Hai. And to think poor Chris had (in her own words) "conscience attack yest abt pulling our prank on yating!!!!" Alrite. fine. No more such pranks on ting next time. She wasn't even unnerved Geee.

2005-05-24T16:26:00.000+08:00

saw nathon having this ultra cool scroll down thingy for lyrics.. hahahha but nvm.. shall stick to the good ole' way of posting lyrics.. hooked to Howie Day's 'Collide' ... lurrve this song.. its on repeat mode in my office lappie...

(Verse 1)
The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah
do do do do x 4
(Verse 2)
I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again
(Chorus 1)
Even the best fall down sometime
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow findYou and I collide
do do do do x 4
(Verse 3)
I'm quiet, you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind
(Chorus 2)
Even the best fall down sometime
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
Somehow find You and I collide
(Bridge)
Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind
do do do do x 8
(Chorus 3)
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide
do do do do x2
Finally find
You and I collide
do do do do x 2
You finally find that
You and I collide
do do do do x 2

2005-05-23T22:29:00.000+08:00

Had a damn happening weekend!!! lol OK lah, not exactly happening, just busy lol had activities happening from monday to friday!! Wheeeeeee!!!
Saturday
MEt up with my JC clique for dinner at crystal jade.. Ohhh yummy~ I had teh za2 jiang4 mian4.. damn shiok... then we also ordered the roasted duck to share among the 5 of us.. AFterwhich, we went to walk walk ard... and as usual lah, mei nu had to go ahead and ostracise herself.. the 4 of us were all wearing jeans with a black top and she had to go adn wear some bright yelllow top with skirt.. lol At ard 940 or so, shanjun and I made an impulsive decision and went ahead to catch Amityville Horror. Keong was in the cinema too lol with Aloy, his army friend and OMG.. this has got to be the worst ~~horror~~ flick I've seen. Totally, totally wasted my $9.50.... Goshiee..
Sunday
Met Keong and Aloy for dinner at Pizze Hut at Wm lol... quite Ok lah, tried the new split and split pizza or soemthing liddat... chatted over erm, nonsensical topics.. and found out (to my surprise) Aloy's from NJ too!! and he's 1 year older... (both of them refuse tot ell me how they know each other.. ) hmpfff We were then saying how we all don't have plans for the next day, so I suggested ICE SKATING lol and they both dunno how to ice skate!!! lol so I volunteered to teach them both.. but I'm an amatuer myself... bwahahahha then needed to get a 4th person so can go in and ice skate teh whole day... but heard from my sis it's closed.. so I suggested bowling instead!!! then both of them sent me home HEHEHHEHEH I had 2 bodyguards lol then I plonked down in front of TV to watch 'A beautiful Mind' Didn;t finsih watching it though, cos I was damnnn sleepy alrdy.... Heard that the ending was a happy one but the part that I was damn impressed was even when he was having those hallucinations, he could still figure out logically that the little girl didn't grow old and theerfore, his hallucinations are not real. So smart rite??!! I can't imagine living with that kind of illness for teh rest of my life...
Monday
Went to Safra Yishun to bowl!!! woohooo!! Keong was lateeeeee!!!! O_O Had to wait almot everywhere we go hahhahha so while waiting for a bowling lane, went to play pool!! hahhhaa Gee Aloy;s damn good in pool!! O_O Keong and I suck beeeeg time hahaha.. met Keong;s fren so 4 of us went to bowl!!! YAYYY so happY!! *dances ard* guess who got a score of 49?? *ke-COU-ong-GH* lol ALOY'S MY IDOL NOW. he can bowl and play pool lor.. gooshiee ~~sry keong, you'll always be my idol, but for the time being, no. 1's aloy~~.. :D lol

2005-05-20T17:10:00.000+08:00

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sometimes I don't understand why people make themselves smile without meaning to. I don't smile when i don't mean it. And I don't want to.

2005-05-17T14:24:00.000+08:00

OK, if there's anything that I'd have a bad memory of in KPMG, let the pantry aunties top the list (admist other stuff like Uncle Daryl) They are hideously stingy with the fridge storage space and generous with their accusations of us. Let me raise a few examples that really, is just a simple case of PURE ACCUSATION. A missing spoon from the pantry. Who's fault is it?? US Just simply because we're not perm staff, and supposedly, ~~most of the~~ ALL perm staff knows better than to remove the much-coveted after spoons in the pantry. Hmpf, we bring our own spoons now. Now, how about the finished yoghurt cups lying in dustbins. It's OUR fault too, btw. (??!!!) Cos she claimed (direct quote) "What do you mean you didn't throw it? Only you people use the dustbin here." OMG. It's almost as though we have claimed the dustbin for our pwn private usage. However since the auntie has made it sooo clearly that it's meant for us, Hooray! The dustbin's officially ours!! We're going to shift it from beside the photocopier machine to NEXT to us. ^__^
BAhhhh kk, think it's enough steam let out for now lol :)

2005-05-14T23:40:00.000+08:00

At the risk of sounding like Chris,
Daryl is ~~MEAN~~ ~~EVIL~~ ~~FOUL~~ ~~VERMIN~~ A LOWER CLASS THAN POND SCUM.Period
Ahh.. feels good.

2005-05-10T21:55:00.000+08:00

HeyA!!
Changed my blogskin *again* lol I kinda had a 'fatal' attraction for this one? It's like kinda sad, and it reflects a little of how I feel.. so yea, decided to put it up.. I dunno abt you guys, but I find the midi playing freakin' irritating.. Grrrrr Ok, maybe it's cos I'm no big fan of Cyndi... Still, I'll leave the midi in the skin, out of respect for the author.. heee =)

2005-05-06T13:53:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: January 30

Your birthday on the 30th day of the month shows individual self-expression is necessary for your happiness.

You tend to have a good way of expressing yourself with words, certainly in a manner that is clear and understandable.

You have a good chance of success in fields requiring skill with words.

You can be very dramatic in your presentation and you may be a good actor or a natural mimic.

You have a vivid imagination that can assist you in becoming a good writer or story-teller.

Strong in your opinions, you always tend to think you are on the right side of an issue.

There may be a tendency to scatter your energies and have a lot of loose ends in your work.

You may have significant artistic talent and be very creative.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

2005-05-05T11:44:00.000+08:00

Ok, dunno which %&@#^%$@& tagged funny stuff onto my tagboard.. dun let me find out who you are.. *waves fist around menacingly*

Replies:
Hwei- since when have you NOT been embarrassing??
Raa - Hello Raa!~!
xy - Eh, yeah I mean them lol XD But ayway they don't look singh to me lol XD
xiu ping - thankeww!! But it's like a free n easy trip?? so we're planning our trip lol I fear for my safety lol
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I don't know about you guys, but I remember listening to boybands in my primary school days. Wow, those were really THE DAYS. We'd talk about who's our favourite members, and put pictures of them in our wallets. We're have their lyrics at hand, and sing the songs off their album. I remember even then, when my mother didn't allow me to buy CDs, I'd save up then buy their albums. Then we'd try to figure out exactly which member sang which part of the song. lol sounds stupid hur? But it was our silly way of showing our support hehehe I was listening to Code Red (anyone remembers them??) on my MP3 player and ta-dah! I still enjoy their songs and can still remember the words to the song!! lol and for your info, I still keep posters of BSB, Code Red and 911 in my drawer heh I figured it'll be fun one day to just take them all out and look at it. Yanmei once told me that she keeps a box of stuff when she was 12yrs old and vowed she would not look at it until 10 years later. Now I wish i had kept that kind of box, but hey, maybe my posters would suffice hur? =)

As a by-the-way kind of thing, have you ever wondered whatever happened to the bands that you once loved and was mad over?? I did, and went online to find out watever happened to Code Red. Well, apparently, they had a quiet disband and Phil got married and setled in Canada, Neil and Roger went on to backstage and Lee, I think got himself a girlfriend and is staying in London. lol but this news is like a few years back? So they're probably all old and married now lol XD
Since I'm on the topic of BOYBANDS, let's all think back reall hard and
Name bands(specifically, boybands) from your primary school days that you no longer hear on the radio
I'll name those I can recall (btw, I cheated abit cos I dug up this CD called:MTV Most Wanted Boys from my collection heh)
Backstreet Boys (technically speaking, they don't count cos they're back hums *backstreet's back, alright!*)
911
Code Red
The Hansons
The Moffatts
Ultra (I still can hum a decent part of Say You Do)
Damage
Aqua
Cleopatra (A band with 3 black sisters, I remember their hair, it was braided.. so funkee
Bewitched (remember "C'est La Vie"??)
Take 5
Human Nature (I still like their "Tellin' Everybody")

These were the bands I really used to like, hear on radio and I have a vague memory of their 1-hit wonder. Oh btw, if you can also name the 1-hit wonder that they have, all the better still!!!

2005-05-03T18:15:00.000+08:00

My phone's seriously going flllaaaattttt *danger siren sounds* later going to meet the rifle girls for dinner *yahoo!!* Can hardly wait (for dinner I mean lol) Anyway today was sooo fun!!! Went to Ardmore Park to deliver stuff to a client.. OMG.. damn posh la that place.. it's like, a hotel lobby liddat.. then the security quite strict.. the residents even get their private lift.. O_O Should have taken a photo there hahahhha *acting like some sua gu ~~country~~ condo bumpkins lol BUt of cos no matter how disapproving of our behaviour might turn out, it would never be as ~~bad~~ disastrous as Hwei's... Hehhehe (common point agreed upon on by Ting and me)
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Flying off to Taiwan!!!! YAYYYYY!!! *jumps around with joy* so exciting!!! going with my pals!! yahooo!! Hai, going to wilt and DIE in my office until like 6.45pm at least.. meeting the girls at 7pm.. at city hall.. omg.. remind me again: I have to wailt for 1 hr and 15min... 25 min of wilting time..

2005-04-28T11:10:00.000+08:00

YAYYY!!!! Went for the JPMorgan Chase Corporate Challenge yesterday!!! ahahaha SO FUN!!! It's a 5.6K run/walk and it's blardi fun!!! Cos it was so interesting to see so many people run together!!! hehehe Then I saw those erm (dunno how to spell) gur-cas (?!?!) hahha they were like right in front at the starting line!! DarN~should have brought my cam along... =) *shame on my sis* she also went to walk the route haahha and guess what??!! She came in at err 1hr and 10min??!! hahah that woman heh =)

2005-04-24T18:00:00.000+08:00

Ohh.. I've got Akon's MR Lonely tune stuck in my head....

Lonely I'm so lonely,
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin

I'm so lonely (so lonely),
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girrll

Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever
Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girll

Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely

2005-04-19T21:07:00.000+08:00

GOt a new blog skin again!! lol cos the previous one's too dark./. makes me sad each tiem i stare at it.. haha.. oh well, at least this one's like.. brighter?? lol :)

2005-04-13T23:57:00.000+08:00

for my dear friend, who's relationship recently went into the red, but thankfully it's all over now.. Take care dear.

Ting and I were talking about relationships and one thing she said that i agree with: Never, ever mention breakup in a relationship unless you really mean it. After saying it, you'll only make the other party feel less confident in the relationship, which would inevitably lead to where your words have directed you to. I mean to think about it, it's pretty true hur??
Most of my friends are still single, which really get me thinkning: is it the environment that i grow up in? Like somehow, studies have left me with little time for relationships. Is it true? Or maybe it's simply a blessing in disguise: I don't have to commit myself at such an early stage. What say you??
HA, all these crap coming from someone who has never been in a relationship once. (refering to me, not Ting, she's blissfully in love with her bf) Sometimes I wonder: WHy do I act like I'm teh expert, giving advices to other people on their relationships when I myself am a greenhorn in this field?? 'Nuff said.

2005-04-13T23:28:00.000+08:00

Oh goSH, Uncle Ron's on reservist today!! (that really made me drop my jaw) Then Chris and I were like talking about it on the way home. We wondered how his IPPT results will be, then I just said" OH, we'll probably only get to ask him next week" snigger Then his work will really be like woahhhhhhhh lol
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Just came back from movies with 4K girls. Caught the pacifier. Well, it's really only an OK movie... BUt still, teh important part is that I get to see all my 4K peeps again!! Oh man!! It really feels great to see all of them again!! Ahhh.... Gee, really tired now... lol
random ramble....
Got my green cardigan!! i'ts apple green!! WOAHH!! Green and Lovin' it!!!! WOooHOoOOO!!

2005-04-09T10:40:00.000+08:00

Got new blogskin!! Yeah, this one's a bit darker, scarier, more morbid.. unlike my previous one. Well, decided it's time for a change. Besides, I was tinkering with the blogskins for like *peers at clock* almost 3 hrs?? lol kudos to those who do these blogskins!! I can't imagine myself doing thsi just for the fun of it. lol Just in case you're wondering, No, I'm not going through any serious depression, but I've been wanting some time, some space to myself but can't seem to get it. I'd like to go somewhere, quiet. Away from anyone I know. Away from the office. Away from.. her.

2005-04-08T23:27:00.000+08:00

Think I'll change my blogskin.. soon Dunno when though. Can't get down to doing it. Been thinking loads these days.~~Ok, you can't exactly call a few hrs loads, but hey, I've been thinking more these days.~~ ABout myself. THe people around me. My behaviour. ~~I've been awfully mean to her, but oh hell.~~ I keep telling myself: quit bitching. Stop it. She didn't do anything to incur ur wrath. So just shut up.

2005-04-07T10:05:00.000+08:00

Watched this new channel U show yesterday, zi4 you2 fong1. Made me wonder if the inclusion of Belinda Lee was just to add a bimbotic note to the show. I mean, come on, afterall, who'll be interested in watching 2 fearless chaps backpackng around the world?? Some people probably like to see TV personalities make a fool of themselves, and make it their latest over-lunch/dinner/work gossip topic. (Guilty confession: I'm one of those). That's TV entertainment for you. On the other hand, I think it just reminds us that these people we see on TV, they are still human like us, who have their own fears and needs. To them, a need for privacy would probably top their list.

Let's talk about the weird dream I had last night. I think it must be my sis's subconcious influence on me. I wasn't having much dreams till she LATELY started telling me about her having dreams and all. Anyway, in my dream, I saw my pri school teacher teaching me(weird, cos she's in US now,maybe it's a hint as to how long I've not written to her.. shall write later) and I was in the classroom which was a fusion of my primary school classroom, secondary school classroom, JC classroom and primary school building. (Amzing hur, how all my educational life seemed to roll itself all into 1 dream) Anyway, then suddenly there was this loud buzzing noise and a whole swarm of (dingbats? Wingbats? watitzname?)things of all shapes and sizes (and ages) flew past teh classroom. Of cos there was like lots of commotion and all, but somehow I got the feeling that these things only fly past us ad won't even hurt us. (Ha, only good things happen in dreams hehhe) Then, I saw this JC schoolmate (the reason I know him is cos his mum's my GP teacher) carrying this erm, injured thing and was walking around in the classroom to show us how harmless it is. Ha, weird dream. Really weird.
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Ultra free in the office today. *cheers* "this is grossly unfair."cries Chris. ~~sorry darlin, can't be helped~~ But anyway she's (some girl I know, not refering to Chris) is grossly irritating me. Urgh. feel like screaming to her GET OFF MY BACK!!! But nope, shall stay as pleasant to her as possible. Only my bud knows my reason behind this. HA. ~~shall fill you in later on the details, buds.~~
SAy bye bye to my mouse attached to my office lappie. It has officially ended its use to me. Hai, it's like doing really funny things to my poor lappie. Poor lappie.

2005-04-04T21:04:00.000+08:00

Today, manager X ~~told~~ scolded poor hwei about her low chargeability last month. (for those who have no idea what's chragability, read the purple paragraph. For those who do, read on....)
Chargability refers to how much the client is charged, according to who does his work. For example, I spend 1 hour on his projet, and for that, the client will be charge $* for that hour I spend on his work. Obviously since I'm just a temp, my charge up rate is Veryyy veryyy little hehe
Anywayz, since we're hired to do admin stuff, we can't help it if we can't charge what we do to the client. In addition, if the seniors decide to give us admin things to do, we can't refuse to do it simply because it's not chargable. Somemore, I don't see the need to leave them with a good impression. If in future she's planning to work as an accountant, this is not the only company anyway, there are OTHERS out there. Somemore, it's not as though with lots of admin hours she's slacking lor, she's like way way busier than me... So no worries Hwei, on behalf of all TCCs, WE'RE BEHIND YOU ALL THE WAY!!!

2005-04-02T10:17:00.000+08:00

Ohhh.... been feeling awfully busy these days.. my in-tray never cease to empty and just when I think my chargable hours is going to hit like rock bottom, it turned out, well, not too bad hehe been worrying for nuts... uncle ron got a new computer (correction) screen that really looks cool but would look better on my desk :) Got lots of things to say, but unfortunately, can only be kept to me. Going shoopping with my work peeps... on my shopping list: new tops (preferably with sleeve, and suitable for studying usage-mum's been going on and on and on about my scanty tops and how unsuitable they are for work.. ), cardigan(mint green I hope), skirts (denim, short. got a craving for them nowadays, wearing one right at the moment) . Should be about all.. hahA. Finally got myself a belt, darn proud and loving it!!! *feeling sleepy at the moment.. supposed to meet keong and valli at the bus stop at 10 - WHAT AM I STILL DOING HERE???) Well, time's been changed cos both of them are going to be late.. O_O It's amaazing how keong msg me first to tell me to go in first with valli cos he's going to be late... then valli msgs me to tell me she'll be late and to go in first with keong.. (?!) Great. so who do i walk in with?? lol anywayz, been feeling really drowsy...must be that snickers I had.. phfffttt

2005-03-27T10:54:00.000+08:00

OMG, saw singtel's advert in the newspapers yesterday that nearly made my heart stop: My 1-week old baby - K700i which I had bought for $270 is now going for $200!!! *heart skips a beat* I could have bought it for this price instead!!! OMG... instead I was all gung-ho about getting a new phone that I rushed out to get it last week.... ARGHHH!! OMG... but nvm, it's all bought anywayz lol no point getting all hyped up over that silly price lol
I'm damnn excited today cos I'm going for my first yoga class!! WOohoOOOoooOO!~!! I cant hardly wait!!! I'm also going to pick up knitting, a yet-to-be-fulfilled wish of mine since like sec 4??!! lol I've taken the first step by finding out where to go for knitting lessons hehhehe *beams and gives myself a pat on the back* I think my expenditure for this month is going to like hit sky high But oh well, I think this is probably the only time I can do stuff that I've been wantitng to do since forever.. hehhehe... I know many peeps are learning driving and all, but hey, practically-speaking: no point learning when I have no car hehehhehe wait till my lime green jeep's in the parking lot, then I'll go ahead and pick it up... lol *stomach gives a growl* My sister is taking AGES, I really mean AGES to get lunch... my pooor stomach.. all that acid buildup ain't doing it much good... hope she's coming back soon... *ggrrrooowwwllllllllll*

2005-03-26T22:46:00.000+08:00

I think I'll get back into the blogging mood or rather, I'll try.. hehhee.... Oh well, I guess now I'm just wrecking my brains out as to what course I want to take in Uni, I'm totally clueless. Oh wait, let me say it loud and clear:
clueless
(think I'll end my blog here,,, wahahahhahah totally short, adn totally errr irrelevant, but HEY, who says blogs muct be of certain length?? heheh take this as a 'warm-up' blog then lol)

2005-01-31T01:47:00.000+08:00

Ohhhhhh I think I've been sorely missed have I not been?? *winkx* OK, updates updates... I've been working at deutsche bank for the wholeof january... then now I'm switching over to KPMG.. beofe you ask wat's KPMG, hahah lemme tell you: its one of the 4 major accounting companies in Singapore, so I'm mianly there for the experience. =) Hopefully it'll be a fruitful experience.. and I dunno why is it that my previous entry turned out banlk (I'm pretty sure I typed in something.. XD)

Right, just had my 19th birthday.. quite an uneventful day I must say, cos I'M DOWN WITH FLUUUUUUUUU OMG>..... grrrr..... think I'd go and take my flu vaccine after I recover from it hahahahah I dun care *phhhfffftt*

Time really flies I must say, it's already teh end of january!!! Oh my.... to think a month ago I wa slike thinking how I'd survive on my job (cos it was damnnnn boring: working at deutsche bank's only scanning dox.. I cant believe it...) but now, hey!! I've survivedit and made friends with my colleagues!! =) hope my new working place will be filled wif nicccceeeeee people too... =)

Ok, posted a few pix of my colleagues at deutsche bank:

other colleagues whom I have to pass documents to...

from left:THe manager..(she's really nice sia... never met anyone as thoughtful as her and easy going too!!!), my favourite colleague who was nice to me from day 1 and mee!!

the other girl working there.. =) she's been there longer than me and still going to work there till june...

bwahahahhaha, my fave fave colleague, she's from philippines and truly a sweet soul!!!
Almost wanted to take photos witht eh security guards also ahahhahaha and that day cos in a rush, didn't take photos with other ppl also.. like good ole' uncle patrickwho always terrorises me by passing me documents to scan... hahahhaha and on the last day, I was playing with his time-stamping machine hahahhahahaha OH myy... he was sooo amused with me hahahhaha =) so actually I really truly enjoyed my time at deutsche bank, cos it's really fun.. and the people are sooo ncie to mee!!! =) btw, did i mention i sit right next to their food corner, so everytime I just reach out for food?? lol man.. think I'm gonna grow fat and die in there ahahhahah but oh well, I've left teh job now, hope my next job's nicer heee if not.. might consider quitting it then see where I go from there... might go back to deutsche bank, or go get anotehr job =) alrite.. 'nuff said for this tiem round.. heee... will update more next tiem round.. =)

2005-01-11T23:10:00.000+08:00

2004-12-06T13:49:00.000+08:00

hahaha OK finally getting down to updating my blog hahhaa....it's been mad mad rush these few days...first on 30th had my seniors' farewell.. thnx to all who organised it but no thx to sucky weather(which is really out of our control really) but hey~! we still had funnnnn heeee ahh!! then I got really really cutteeeee cows from my juniors!! ahh so niccceeeee!! btw, eu n raa, I have urs with me hahahah so BE NICE TO ME... then I might consider giving them to you hahhahaa *evil laugh*

Then had my 4K chalet from 1-3 Dec hahhahaha played bridge the whollleeeee night for the 2 ngihts I was there hahahhaha for the first night, james just REFUSE to believe that he's suay. whenever he succeeded at bidding, he and his partner sure lose one even if he was only short of one set to winning hahhahaha so he INSISTED that we play wif him until he wins at least one set hahahhahahha so finally at 6am he finally won his first set hahahhaha the other guys as usual was glued to the PS playing some football game hhahaha clickhere to see the photos I took haha and surprise surprise I only took about 12 photos this time round hahah (saving my energy for prom night heeee) Then also popped by at the RV netball chalet heee met up wif my team mates hehehhe all look so different alrdy... hahhaa... but very sad that some couldn't come for the chalet =( Also went to watch shutter on the 2nd day WAHHHH!!! damn scary siaz!! one of the best horor movies I've watched!! woooots!!! hahahhaha but the ppl sitting behind me talked soooo loudly.. spoilt the entire ending for me... esp the part when he was starting to have neckaches, the ppl behind me started syaing "neh, you see ah, ltr he'll discover that actually it was cos the ghost had all long been sitting on his shoulders that's why he's getting neckache" O_o so in the end the *scary* ending became not so scary after all sighhhh wanted to get a picture of the ghost sitting on his shoulders one.. but like dun have leh hahahah nvm.. next tiem when i can find it I'll post it online hahahhaha =) for the time being, be haoppy with one of the scarier scene hehehhehehe

From then right, I only went SHOPPING SHOPPING AND MORE SHOPPING for prom hahahah only got my dress yesterday was alrdy panicking like siao alrdy hahaha cos everything is like so unsettled.. about my ahir and makeup that day.... the hotel room(at least that's settled hheee =) thx yun) wahhhhh nearly *died of panickness these few days hahaha.. oh well, at least my dress's not black hehehhehe not green either =X green dresses are either extinct or they're damnnnn ex hahahha then wats my dress colour?? hahahahha... you shall seeeee hhaahhaahha

5 Dec went out wif keong n fur ahhahah took lots of neos!! hahahahahah i like my pancake one hahahaha keong likes his dragon one hahahha and we ALL like the 'NS ROX' one hahahahha then went to BK crap and we got sooo excited about keong going into NS soon hahahhaha (can also tell that he's VERY VERY excited)

ltr going out to find accessories for my prom wahh... spens so much money le.. exceeding (in fact exceeded) budget le.. tsk tsk. anyways, wish me luck!!! hahahaha

2004-12-01T01:01:00.000+08:00

Alrite, must really really complain: my highlights are not obvious lorh.. so sad!! cos I really wanted teh highlights lahr!! the salon lady like pick the 2 colours for me.. in the end teh base colour too bright le.. cant see my highlights at all!!!! aiyooo then i ask EVERYONE i meet.. then thye all say like cant see my highlits lorh.. u think i want to cry alrdy?? lol but nvm.. at least now got colour maybe next tiem I ask her to dye back black larh lol adn then just highlight my base colour now.. or like go golden brown lol woooots!! hahahaha.... but now just leave my ahir as it is larh.. maybe teh highlights will show itself when i keep washing my hair lol XD so whoever meet me now arh.. better tell me can see my highlights.. lol XD but I agree tt the highlits not obvious. cos the moment the auntie lk finish wif my ahir, then I lk see also got no highlights liddat.. but she say teh highlts leave on my ahir like very long le, any longer will spoil my ahir... so boh bian lorh.. then I think all teh ladies at teh salon all lie to me.. all say can see the highlights.. chayyyy now I ask all my frens all say dun hv.. *sadded* but nvm, shall take sometime to get over my poooor hair... *sob sob*

2004-11-28T16:52:00.000+08:00

OK, finally back to sweep up all the cobwebs before people start thinking I've abandoned my blog lol Alrite, a little update on what I've been doing: clear my room, writing my resume, went for facial and of cos, to colour and highlight my hair which I've just returned from doing lol. Noticed the absence of "shopping for prom dress"? hahahah yup, that's cos I HAVEN'T gotten down to doing it yet lol I hope I can find one nice one REAL soon lol As for how my ahir turned out?? HAHAHAHHAHA let's just say:"You shall see" =)

2004-10-23T22:57:00.000+08:00

OK, how long and how long have I not upldated my blog?? lol... OK.. shall just post up a song.... I heard it the other time when my fren was feeling really down.. thought tt the song really suited him.. hee.. hope u noe I'm talking abt u... hahhahaa...

Simple Plan :: Welcome to my life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don?t belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don?t know what it?s like
When nothing feels alright
You don?t know what it?s like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you?re down
To feel like you?ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one?s there to save you
No you don?t know what it?s like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you?re bleeding
No you don?t know what it?s like
When nothing feels alright
You don?t know what it?s like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you?re down
To feel like you?ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one?s there to save you
No you don?t know what it?s like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I?m happy
But I?m not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don?t know what it?s like
What it?s like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you?re down
To feel like you?ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one?s there to save you
No you don?t know what it?s like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you?re down
To feel like you?ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one?s there to save you
No you don?t know what it?s like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

2004-09-26T23:21:00.000+08:00

I'm on a baking spreeee!!! lol I just kept on baking and baking and baking cookies!! lol... well, my no=bake cookies turned out.. err.. a little unappetitising lol but the baked ones turned out VERY VERY well!!! lol YAY!!! =D my sis are not dying from my cookies, so guess it's pretty safe to eat lol.... OK.. ppl shall soon recieve my *cookies* on either mon or wed lol.... BEWARE U'RE WARNED!! =D NO REFUSAL OR REASONS ARE ACCEPTED. JUST TAKE MY COOKIES :) (why do i sound like I'm threatening??) hmmm....

2004-09-24T19:53:00.000+08:00

MY ROOM IS NOW VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY CLEAN. And I am soooooo~~ darn proud of it!!!! YEAHHHHHH!!!!OK I spent like almost the whole day tackling my table and computer desk lol... started immediately after my breakfast at around 11am.... lol.... was wiping the computer table and stuff.... then went on to tidy up my desk.... lol.... stopped for lunch at around 2pm then continued all teh way to 5pm.. lol... XD took me a really really long time... lol... cos I also tidied up my notes and stuff, filed and categorised them.... lol..... and then I tidied up my barang barang again!! discovered MORE barang barang on top of my table!!! lol.. gathering dust... neh!~ see?? changed my background again.. to a cowie that laid forgotten and gathering dust on top of my desk.. lol... but it was in a paper bag yeah... lol so it's still white and soft anf fluffy without any speck of dust on it... =) If I don't remember wrongly, it's from calvin during last year's Xmas party lol.... also took more photos of my other barang barang... lol.... shall change the background to them in the near future heeeee..... Originally, i wanted to bake cookies tomorrow and guess what I discovered?? I have NO eggs at home... -_- so boh bian.... have to resort to making no-bake cookies lol..... those who do see me on monday.... BEWARE!!~ my gunea pigs for the day!!~~!! wooooots!!!! lol

2004-09-23T23:13:00.000+08:00

OK..first,a little run-down on what I did today....woke up at 9, ate breakfast, then started cleaning up the whole house....went back to RV with some of my sec 4 mates, then went to watch 'ghost' and landed back home lol...

Well, I'm VERY VERY happy with my cleaning up the house today. The whole house look soooo spick and span after I was done with it!!! lol... I vacuumed and mopped the entire house, and surprisingly, I enjoyed cleaning up my house!!! lol I guess it was cos I was in a terrific mood and I was the only one cleaning the house.. lol.. counds weird hur?? but I guess its easier to clean up the house when you're all alone cos then you won't need to look at your siblings idle around while you slog your guts out and then think "WTH are they doing?? sitting there relaxing while I do all these shit jobs." Hee...Well, Operation Clean-Up Part 2 will commence tomorrow!! Tomorrow, I'll be staying at home, cleaning up my 'war zone' and tackling the computer desk... lol... lots of wiping and dusting to do tomorrow!!! lol... Gonna blast teh music while I do everything!! heee

Went back to RV in teh afternoon because it'll be the last year this old campus that I was in for 4 years, so I decided to go back to see the last campus for one last time, take some photos of the place I had grown so familiar with, and amazingly, grown to love.... also primarily to go back and see the teachers especially my form teacher whom we never ever ever get to see and guess what?? we missed him again today!!! lol... he had already left school by the time we reached there!!! But still we only like managed to see 2 of the teachers who taught us and surprisingly, my History teacher still remembers us!! So sweet!!! Also saw my co form teacher cum English teacher. As usual, she's still the really sweet motherly character who really helped me out of my days when I was depressed about injuring my knee... yup, too bad, didn;t get to meet my favourite Physics teacher!!! lol... we went back to our classroom and sat in our 'old' seats and took more photos!! lol.... afterwhich, we went to teh canteen to have a drink. Then we met another teacher, who told us about how the school will be torn down and stuff, especially the wing with the canteen and hall, so I was going "OK, time for more photo taking!!" lol then before we left teh school, we left a note for our form teacher, telling him how we always seem to miss him in school lol.... Before we went for the movie, we went to the reservoir directly opposite RV.... and sat there, enjoying the breeze..Gosh.. I really miss those days of going to teh reservoir after school and sitting there, chit-chatting with friends... *SigH*

Caught teh 7.20pm 'Ghost'...actually it wasn't as scary as I thought it would be.... only the front parts are like scarier, but the later part of the movie wasn't so....lol.. in fact the plot is not too bad lah.. considering how hackneyed almost all ghost movie plots are, around teh theme of water... long-haired girls... phonecalls... lol but I still enjoy getting my money cheated into watching such senseless, no-brainers shows... lol...

Gosh... this is quite a lone blog... lol... guess I did quite a lot today hur?? YAY!! tomorrow I'll just stay at home and pack up all my stuff!! woooots!!!!

2004-09-23T01:18:00.000+08:00

Today I went out with Pauline.. then the funniest thing happened. we were walking in heerens and then we saw wee keong's classmates. 2 of them were hiding in one corner while the other 2 were sitting on a bench away from them. suddenly, I heard someone called:"WEE KEONG'S FRIEND!!" lol... that had to be calling me right?? lol... so I responded and helped them tell one of their freinds(agnes) who was sitting on the bench to pick up her phone, but without letting the other girl(Michelia) know.. lol... you're like probably thinking: You mean, you actually responded to ppl calling you 'Wee Keong's friend'? lol YESHHHH lol but oi... I still have a name k.. lol... dun suddenly everyone start calling me XXX's friend.... lol... But I was like quite embarrassed when i heard someone calling me that.. but I guess, its even more so for the girl who called out to me using that right?? lol... but it quite a funny incident anyway lol...

2004-09-15T19:00:00.000+08:00

WAHAHAHA I changed my background to the barang barang I have on my desk lol.. as you can see, I REALLY HV lots of barang barang lol see that cow in the pic?? yup, its from my LOVELY COWIE mates and ARC mates!!! lol see?? I display it lovingly on my desk one kz.. then the 3 bears in the front they're all wearing the GK bib, a limited edition bear from my netball days..then there's 2 tarepandas peeking out from nest to and under teh cow lol... bought them when I was really really mad over tarepanda.. lol... ut I still lurrrve tarepanda... lol then the bear sitting next to the cow's from my sis's boyfren lol... was really surprised when I got it.. lol... its meant to be a bookmark but hey, its too nice to be used as a bookmark laa... lol... better to keep it displayed on my desk heee... will tkae more photos ard my hse to put as my backgrd lol....

2004-09-09T01:54:00.000+08:00

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瓦解 - 南拳妈妈

说着笑着的午后钟声一直在停留
风声静静躺着在诱惑
我一个人在角落没有你陪伴的我
连寂寞都笑我太堕落
广场旁边的烟囱
烟雾弥漫你面容
我悄悄背颂你的温柔
喝着加温后的啤酒
这样唯美的镜头
是否只存在故事之中

在你的身后时间把过去带走
时间把镜头带走
不假思索回忆不放手
好想在跟你牵着手
牵着你给我的温柔
哭过以后眼泪还是不停的流

在你身后时间把画面带走
时间把镜头带走
不假思索回忆不放手
好想在跟你牵着手
牵着曾有过的温柔
哭过以后眼泪还是不停的的流
遇见彩虹
雨下过之后街角出现彩虹
泪流乾之后有彩虹

2004-09-06T09:00:00.000+08:00

Went to visit my godparents yesterday... Its been a really long time since we last visited them.. every year we only visit them during chinese new year... I cant say I'm very close to my godparents cos when they took care of me, I was like probably really really young, like 3 or 4 yrs old?? I cant remember... but I remember fragments of memories where I always run away from lunch and my godma wld chase me just to get me to eat... lol... but I do remember about my godbrothers.. lol... we grew up together and in fact, i attended the wedding of the younger bro last year.. lol... actually, I'm supposed to feel happy about visiting my godparents, but I left their house with a heavy heart for all is not well wif them. My godma's down with arthritis and my godpa has diabetes.... altho my godpa kept saying it's OK, life has to go on, and that when you're old, you get all kinds of illness... but somehow, it's never nice knowing that your loved ones are down with some illness right?? *sigh* Anyway, for my sis, she went there to take photos wif them cos they din attend her graduation... so she lugged her gown there and was complaining that the gown's very very warm.. lol... posted some photos that we took...

my godparents and us...

the one at the far end's the younger godbro..the older one dunno go where le.. lol...

3 chiobus!!! lol.. see??? we dun resemble each other at all!!!

2004-08-31T13:23:00.000+08:00

Westlife :: If I let you go

Day after day
Time passed away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find

The courage to show to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before

And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me? (oh yeah)
How will I know
if I let you go?

Night after night I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you (no one like you)
You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)
It's such a shame we're worlds apart

I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me? (oh yeah)
How will I know
if I let you go ?

If I let you go ooooh baby
Ooooooooohhhhh

Once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
Ooooooooohhhhh

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me(close to me)
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?(oh yeah)
How will I know(if I let you go?)
But if I let you go I will never know (oh baby)
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?(oh yeah)
How will I know if I let you go ?

2004-08-31T12:52:00.000+08:00

Oh wow!! Its beena really really looooong time since I last updated hur?? lol.. anw, today's teacher's day!! lol must say i enjoyed it as much as I did for last yr.. hee... go to http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=4286068863 for some photos I took today lol... well, as usual, we had some breakfast party thingy... and all we had was like chps, some biscuits n drinks lol but its more than enough I guess, considering that abt half teh class turned up lol... I guess this yr there was more performances and I very much liked the one wif a medley of songs and they changed the lyrics to sorta voice out teh grivances of eachers n students lol....I took a short vid of that.. should hv recorded teh whole thing down!! lol it was soooo funny!!! lol.. then the teachers themselves also had a performance, did Hoobastank's 'the reason'... it's not bad yeahh lol...hmm wat else?? I think tt shld be all abt it.. lol.. and this choir group, they did this ice kachang song, lol the lyrics are damn cute n they really really sing very well!! lol... kewl.... lol... I'm gonna also put up the photos I took during colours awards... lol... OK lah.. more like I'm going to put it as my backgrd lol.... YAY!! lol....

2004-08-10T22:31:00.000+08:00

I must also say sorry to my breakfast family... originally we were supposed to go out for lunch together today.. but cos felt that its a unsuitable time to go out, so in teh end we postponed the whole thing till sunday... I'm so sorry people..... Really wanted to go n enjoy myself n tk neos, but I know that if I really went, I would never really wholeheartedly enjoy it... I'm sorry... *HUgz* to my breakfast family....

2004-08-10T19:17:00.000+08:00

Wahahahaha......I just finished jogging.... lol... oh man.. this is so sad... I din fully utilise my 4 days to clear ALL my work and do my revision.. today's the only day I really really studied...AND I didn't clear my work.. *screams in terror* dunno wat I've been doing the past 3 days man... OMG.. this is sad larh....SIGH.... econs mock's this sat... lol.. sure die one larh.... 3 essay questions!!! lol.... how to pass??!!! SIGH... but still, to all ppl suffering terh same fate as me, cannot give up arh, afterall, this is the mock... take it as a chance for you to see where your essay standard stands... lol.... [My sis's taking a blardi loooooooooong time to bathe... grrrrrr....] anyway discovered that the reading room at the CC's not noisy at all!! YAY!!! dun need to go wdlds lib to mug ler!! lol... YAY!!!

Switchfoot :: Meant to Live
Fumbling his confidence
And wondering why the world has passed him by
Hoping that he's bid for more than arguments
And failed attempts to fly, fly

We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside

Dreaming about Providence
And whether mice or men have second tries
Maybe we've been livin with our eyes half open
Maybe we're bent and broken, broken

We want more than this world's got to offer
We want more than this world's got to offer
We want more than the wars of our fathers
And everything inside screams for second life, yeah

We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live
We were meant to live

2004-08-09T01:20:00.000+08:00

YAY!!! FINALLY GOT MY NEOS TAKEN ON FRI UP!!! lol OK, pauline n I are suckers for loooking stooooopid in neos k... lol..... Then I also adjusted my blog... did away wif teh backgrd so that the photos can be seen lol.. I know I shld remove teh transparency thigny.. but then my blog'll turn out really really bright green lol... but if u guys dun mins killing ur eyes.. then OK larh... *shrugs* lol =D

OK, we were REALLY full aft eating at seoul... lol....

Ahh this is the on that I ONLY managed to put in 3 "!" lol... but u can see the effects are really nice hur.. lol.. those shiny kinds.. heee my fave!!!

Chiobus larh...

hahahhaha I remind myself of jiangshui... lol.... anw, we chose this one by mistake.. there's actually another one.. but too bad larh..no time.. the stoooopid machine damn fast...

2004-08-07T23:28:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was teh Nat'l Day celebrations, heard from quite a few ppl that it was worse than last yr... I wun hv any idea man.. cos was involved in teh parade last yr ahahhaha.....But I liked this yr's gift, teh red n white socks.. and better still, it had our names written on it.. hahah... kewl hur?? hahhaha... but I thought it was pretty disappointing that the 'NDC 04' thingy in front of the grand stand din light up..... quite sad cos I heard fr my friend that the councilors spent teh whole night in school setting it up adn everything but they din expect teh kerosene to dry up during the night, so it din work out well. But oh well, one plus point abt this yr's aprade was that we HAVE FIRWORKS!! hahahaha... soooooo nice!!! hahhahaa....not bad siaz... hahaha;..... then teh whole celebrations ended soooo early!!!! OMG.... we ended at 930am I think..... then it's really badddddd cos pauline n I wanted to go seoul garden for the student bufft at 1130 hahaha.... so we ended up walking ard orcahrd.. and stoning ard a bit before we went to taka's seoul at 1145 liddat??
*HORRORS OF HORRORS* there was such a loooooooooong queue outside seoul lorh.....my original plan was to sit in there and gorge myself silly till 430pm one.. hhhaa... wah biang... then ended up I had to put my name on teh waiting list and I waited till 3pm for my seat... my goodness.... hahhaa.... almost wanted to change our lunch plan alrdy but then pauline n i decided that we shld just "wth" and wait for our lunch patiently....Then nightmare in sould garden man.... the ppl there were like crazy lorh... there was this crescent girls gang sitting next to us, then they keep singing birthday songs.. and I tell u lorh theior birthday songs not short lorh... thye like have to go "happy birthday to u, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to angeliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,happy birthday to you!! *screams like its the end of teh world*" *groan* I tell you, I nearly went deaf yesterday.... hahhaha
then after that pauline and I went cine to take neos!!! hahahahhaa.... and I met tze hweee!!!! huilin!!!! ade!!!! Meilissa!!!! SAyo!!!! and I cant remb lerr..... hope I din miss any of them.. hahaha...... they were there to take neos too and they qued for like half an hour alrdy?! I was like "woahhhhhhhh" so pauline n i went to this mahine that i've been DYING to use for quite some time.... hahaha cos the effects are nice.. the words will turn out shiny one.... hahaha.... but crap larh.... teh decoing time was soooo BLARDI short that we only had time to add in backgrd, I drew 3 "!!!" on 1 photo and tts it... hahahah.... CRAP.. but still, the neos turned out really nice.. hhaha... somehow... hahaha..... YAY!! so yesterday was DAMN fun!! hahahhaa... although it was just the 2 of us, but it was nice hahahhaa..... YAY!!

2004-08-01T14:14:00.000+08:00

明明很爱你 - 黄品冠/梁静茹

女: 有多少人在旁边我们都视而不见
彼此却忍不住多看几眼感觉强烈
已经微笑的放电已经暗示到极限
没勇气的人犹豫的瞬间
幸福就飘过面前

男: 我平凡无奇而你
像灿烂星星
让我担心

合: 明明很爱你明明想靠近

男: 但是你的身边有人捧花总是拥挤
我凭什幺一一打败情敌
敢大声说要做你的唯一

女: 我的唯一

合: 明明很爱你明明想靠近
(明明很爱我明明想靠近)
为什幺还要浪费时间不把你抱紧
(为什幺还要浪费时间不把我抱紧)
够真心才是最厉害的武器
(够真心就是最厉害的武器)
我会拼命让你更满意
(你要拼命让我更满意)

女: 讲配不配太俗气
说爱不爱要问心
爱由我们自己决定不必理
跌破谁的眼镜

2004-07-31T23:34:00.000+08:00

hahahha I changed my background... hahahha.... squishy ole' prune hahahha... I'm changing it to a club photo soon... hahaha Imagestation's currently down.. lol.... [as I am typing, a blardi mosquito has been hiding in 1 corner and biting me all over my leg... grrrrr]anyway, weeks this term seems to pass by really quickly....somehow. And I feel like sleeping alrdy... hahaha OK.. we had our coach farewell cum end-of-season party yesterday.... hahhaa..... It was OK.. at least this time the fire's started upby the time we arrived!! hahah YAY!!! hahahha the otehr time for Mr Tiew's farewell, it wasn't even started at 830 lorh... hahhaha.....
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I was wondering why is it that soo many ppl were wearign red today.. then I realised tt it's cos there's teh NDP preview today... hahahha..... [I cant remb wat else I want to blog abt... lol// so I shall blog again some other tiem when i remeber... hahaha.....]

2004-07-24T15:49:00.000+08:00

got my albums up!!YAY!!! hahaha Ok, at least it's for the Nationals photos kz.. hahha.. Mr tiew's farewell ones will have to take a bit longer hahaha..... =) I've got 2 albums, part 1's taken on teh Pistol Finals, and part 2's on Rifle finals... hahaha.. YAY!! check it out ya!! the link below's for Rifle Finals one.. but look under my albums then u shld be able to find the other album ya... hahah... YAY!!

2004-07-24T00:08:00.000+08:00

hahhahahahaha OMG.. I never really blogged a proper one in ages hur?? hahaha Oh man.. everyone seems to be doing some sort of dedication to everyone else in teh club.. hahaha.... hmmm..... I shall be different and NOT do it hahaha... no lah.... I prefer to write things like this on little notes.. then give to the ppl directly hahahha.... Oh man, I'm like still uploading photos... hahahhaa.....sad case larhh..... hahhahaha..... so far only uploaded those taken on Pistols Finals hahahha..... the Rifle finals one still uploading hahaha... Then I still have Nr Tiew's farewell to upload also... hahahha.... XD Oh boy, this s going to take sucha looooooooong loooooooong time ahhahaha... Anyway, met ys on the bus yesterday hahahhaa YAY!! hahahhaha and we din even like talk to each otehr much, I was busy msging bas who was happily telling me abt seeing me and ym at teh bus stop hahahha...... and a really exciting thing happened in the morning??? cos my contacts broke in my eye in the morning.. then I was like freaking out like mad liddat hahaha... I thought one of the fragement still in my eye or somethign liddat hahaha... luckily dun have worx.. hahahha after sch went to the optician to check, then the person say should be washed out alrdy... hahhaha *phew* hahhahaa..... (I realised my this entry is made up of majority haahhaha...)
Anyway, a bit abt today.... ym n i met up wid xy at KAP to eat dinner.. at 930 pm hahhaha.... then on my way there, I met zhengwei!! hahahha my sec sch mate larhhh.... hahhaha.... then when we were sitting in there, we met Kevin!! hahaha who came to mug at KAP (?!! such a weird time too lorh) Then Mr Jenson Ong came strutting into KAp too.. hahahha..... then ym was like waving to him and calling out to him hahaha.... Then we somehow got to talking abt bosybuilders and how disturbing it is to know that there are judges for them?? ahahha... then we were thikning about how we thought the judging was done... hahhaa... there was things liek couting the no. of popped out veins and being able to correctly glance at the veins and know the no. of it popping out.. hhahaha..... crappppyyyyyy haahha.... XD

2004-07-22T00:03:00.000+08:00

hahahha wooooooooooooots!!!! I'm tooo lazy to blog abt today.. refer to keong's blog for details.. lol.. he say he blogged abt alot of details for today hahahahhaha so I'll take his words for it man!! lol.... I took more fotos today!!!!! =D wahhahahahahhahahahha!! total photo count:112 hahahhahahhaa.... and finally!!!!! my photos are uploading!!! woooooooooots@!! once everything's upladed, I'll place a link here hahahhaha so look out for teh space!!!! hahhahahaha..... I too lazy and tired to blog abt wat happen today larhhhh lol so I shall see if I hv teh mood tmr to blog abt it... lol

2004-07-18T23:51:00.000+08:00

OK, I survived my swimming trip.. actually the swimming complex din change very much...just that they now have this fantastic water playground at teh children's pool... I was really amazed I tell you... I would've gone and play on it if not for the fact that there were only kids there... XD Then I met my ex-swimming coach.. I wonder if he remembers me.... hmmm... he's still coaching kids... I remember my first swimming lesson. I really gripped his hands..I was soo afraid that i would drown (altho teh pool was only 1m deep) but he was really nice and all and kept telling me to relax and that he's there, so i wun drown.. lol... then after I mastered my basic frog style and could swim on my own comfortably, my mum also took my younger sis to learn swimming too. That was when I was telling my younger sis that she wun drown and my coach reminded me how I had acted in teh same way during my first lesson. Ahhh... fond memories... After my lesson, I'd always run into the children pool and just wallow in the shallow waters lol... that time, the children was just a plain old swimming pool, just waters, no fancy playground no nothing. lol... those were the days. Now, the BB swimming complex renovated its toilets (and its really really nice) and teh children pool.... It sorta reminds me how even swimming pools have to repeatedly keep up with times in order to survive?? Like remember the hooha that came up when teh Jurong swimming complex was opened?? Like how it was cited to be the "smaller version of fantasy Island"?? It seems that almost every pool is slowly turning into that direction... Those which did not, simply gets outcasted.... take for example,the pandan Pool, which is now closed. Is it really cos its old? Or has been forgotten by the younger residents, or just simply cos it couldn't catch up wif times and just cant capture teh attention of ppl?? Watever the case, it appeared in teh newspapers a few months before it closed due to the low rate of swimmers it has. It became a case of concern, cos ppl started writing in abt how they hope that it wun close down.. well, the inevitable thing still happened...It closed down. Whatever'll happen to the site. I don't know. But one thing wun change, I'll remember how both BB and Pandan swimming pool the way it was, before they were shaped into another form by Changes.

2004-07-18T17:24:00.000+08:00

WOAHHHHH.... my mind's soooo booggled now.... I finished my FORCES revision exercises!!! YAY!!! *wipes imaginary sweat* my goodness, now my whole brain's filled wif "taking moments abt...", "sum of clockwise moments = sum of anticlockwise moments"....woahhhh.... I can feel that my brain's been really overworked... lol... so I'm going swimming to let my brain relax!! lol... FINALLY the BB swimming complex's open.... lol... its been closed for like an awfully looooooong time alrdy... lol.... it was due to open this feb one.. but somehow, it only opened now... lol... KK... if I survive my swimming, I'll be back tonite to blog abt it... lol wooooooooooootS!! [I hope it doesn't rain.....*praying VERY VERY VERY VERY hard*]

2004-07-17T23:06:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhhh I haven't blogged for like a loooong loooong time... hmmm... blogger seemed to have changed teh way they allow u to blog... XD lol now got more functions!! lol I'm NOT complaining.. lol... XD Ahhhhhhh so tired today.... my eye can hardly keep themselves open... lol...... had mr Tiew's farewelll yesterday... lol dunked raa n tiew into teh pool... bas wanted to be IN the pool, so he's not eactly counted to be 'dunked' lol... as usual, I took lots and lots of photos.... photo count: 66 lol... could have more.. lol but some are as usual, crappy photos.... lol...as soon as I upload evrything, I'll paste a shortcut in here... lol..... imagestation and photobucket seemed to be awfully slow each time I try to upload my photos.. lol... hmmm... I shloud really really get myself a better firewall, whoever tt moron is who loves to send me presents of virus is still doing it... GRRRRRR..... and now my net speed is dreadfully slow slow slow slow slow slow slow.......
Anyway, the farewell was quite fun really, othe than the fact that our fire still wasn't started at 8.30pm... lol.... and ppl were generally starving.... lol.... and THEN my konnyaku came to teh rescue!!! lol... YAY!!! lol.... Oh well, I think fur wld hv blogged quite extensively abt this... lol.... tho she quite pooor thing, sick so she cant eat anything much, surviving only on my KONNYAKU lol (can u sense that I'm damn proud to have made konnyaku?? lol... XD )....

2004-07-11T23:29:00.000+08:00

Everybody's Changing :: Keane

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

2004-07-11T18:43:00.000+08:00

OK, originally was supposed to go queensway qith my sister.... then guess wat?? that silly girl din feel like going... lol... OMG.... 2nd time in 2 weeks that she pang seh me alrdy!!! lol... last week she did the same thing to me... lol... aiya.. but watever lah... I'm only accompanying her to queensway and also to pick up some shorts which I am not in a hurry to get anyway... lol... my butt's been aching for days.. grrrr.... and I have NO idea why is that so... lol.... but oh well, watever *shrugs* lol.. I just finshed reading PREY by Michael crichton... OMG.. it's a really fabulous book.... It's about nanotechnology and wat might happen if things get out of hand... so it was kinda in line with the nanotechnology talk we had last wednesday... lol... and WE HAVE A NEW NICK FOR RAA!!! according to the prof giving us the talk on wednesday, "nano" means "dwarf" in greek.. and thus, "nano-raa" was born.... XD she has her own specialised SI unit kz... "Raro".. I gather that it's written as "Raa" XD YAY!!! I just realised that this week will be very very very busy...(my sis just walked into the room to tell me that she HAD wanted to go queensway afterall... XD.... but then I had fallen asleep on my bed when she tried to wake me up...lol... ehh.. not my fault ya.. I really thot she din want to go so I went to slp.. XD...)

pssst: so far so good, my mum is still ignorant of the existance of my 4th earhole.. XD let's see how long I can keep up with this...

2004-07-07T19:17:00.000+08:00

wah biang, blogspot is soooooo screwed.... lol... My monday entry finally appeared today!!! OMG... lol.... oh well, yesterday went to take neos wif da cowies!! woooots!!! lol.. dun feel like posting teh pix up cos lol its in sch uniform... sch uniforms simply makes neos prints look sooooooooo ugly.... lol XD Then went to watch spidy 2... lol... not bad not bad.. I actually still enjoyed it!!! but the part that i thought was boring STILL is boring to me lol....Then the moment I got home, I was like quite tired alrdy... so I went to slp after drying my hair.... =D
Today's THE DAY. EVERYONE YOU DID SOOOOO WELL!!!!!!! lol.... shan't talk much about teh results... lol... cos most ppl reading this blog knows alrdy larhh...lol... went for lunch wifraa and xy lol it was DAMN hilarious larhh!!! We were laughing at everythign under the sun including how the bird outside LJS actually WALKS and not HOPS... lol OMG>.. lol... and raa as usual, was always in teh danger of being abandoned by xy n me.... lol.... and I bought tops today!!! lol IT'S VERY NICE!!!!! a green and white sleeveless top!!! lol wooooots!! lol.... after everything's done, we went back to school for debrief... it was a quick one... lol and I caught a clip, 2 clips in fact, of prune CARESSING his gun... lol.. I'm so gonna blackmail him with it lol....
Then after everyone sorta left (pistols boys went for pizza, pistol n rifle girls went home), kim and I sat outside teh range and she talked about how sad it is to know that after all these, the yr 2s wun be coming down much to train anymore, esp teh pistol girls.... SIGHHHHH..... I hafta agree... even the yr 2s dun meeet much in school... and now the school's going into revision lectures for us.. which makes us even busier... and LESS chances to meet each other.... (other than me meeting raa EVERYDAY *groan*)

2004-07-05T22:52:00.000+08:00

Didi gave me choccies today!! wooooots!! thx!! lol NOW I HAVE CHOCCIES TO EAT AT HOME!!! lol yay!! Orinally wanted to go take neoprints wif teh rifle girls one... but then trianing end soooo late... then I'm meeting my sis to go out.. so had to rush hoem.. lol... and to top it off, I forgot to bring my buspass out today.. AGRH!!! lol so nvm.. we say tmr we'll go take!! YAY!!! lol then tmr also watching spidy2 lol (again!!) lol XD BUt it's Ok lahhh lol cos finally can go out wif my team!!! we seldom get to go out together one lorhhhh.....everytime also got someone cannot make it one.. sighhh... was also supposed to watch HOME ON TEH RANGE today... argh... then I can't go!!! sighhhh.... sch again tmr.... hmmmm.... still in holiday mood lol but one plus point is that I get to see my fwens again!!! heh... but I prefer to see the club ppl!!! sighhh after the competitions and everything, we won't meet that often alrdy.. unless in lectures and in corridors.... so sad!!! cos got no trainings to meet them ler... then usually at teh end of teh day, we only get to crap adn meet each otehr in the range... sigh... so sad to realise that....

2004-07-04T18:03:00.000+08:00

YAY!!! I finally cleared my roommm!!!! Actually was planning to put it off one.. but my sis was like alrdy quite pissed alrdy.. lol./// so since no one was at hiome in teh afternoon, I picked up teh aftermath of the CTs... lol.... put all my notes back into the file, cleared my area... packed my desk.... wiped it, vacuum and mop the room... lol... wahhhhh!! my room's REALLY dirty... the water's brackish lorrr... ewwwwwwwww.... but nvm.. at least it's clean NOW... lol... and my desk is VERY VERY VERY VERY clean.. wahahhahaha..... XD And if u're wondering.. in the earlier entry, I thought I said I'll be going out wif my sister?? yup.. we really DIDN'T go... lol.. that girl arhhzz... say looks like it might rain (but It DIDN'T in the end) so ask if want to go next week instead,.. I was like saying.. "aiya.. watever lah... ur shoes not my shoes..." wahahaha... so instead I spent my afternoon wiping and cleaning my room lol... I'm like really hooked onto Kevin lyttle's "Turn Me On"... woooooooots!! the song's damn addictive lor!! lol the tune's going round and round and round in my head.. wooooooots!! lol...

2004-07-04T13:50:00.000+08:00

wahhahahhaha changed my layout again... (seems like I got a lot of time on my hand to keep changing hur?? lol..) but I think for the time being, I'm sticking to my this greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen layout lol... will be going out wif my sis ltr.. lol... but it looks like it might rain man... lol.... and I'm praying that my mum dun discover my new earhole yet...bwahahaha...XD

To fer: yup!! I LIKE MY EARRINGS TOOOO!!!! hehehhee.. but my main motive was to show u my 4th earhole on my right ear XD lol guess my attempt backfired hur??? lol.. lesson learnt: never wear new, flashy earrings if u want to show that u just pierced another hole.....XD

2004-07-02T22:48:00.000+08:00

wooooooooooooots!! went out wif pauline today!! lol.. went to play pool in teh morning.. then we went out to orchard.. spent most of our day at Far East Plaza shopping hee... well, I bought 2 pairs of earrings... woooooots!! I lurrrrrrrve them!! both are those kind of dangly earrings lol YAY!! hee... then I took neoprints wif her!!! wooooots!! heee the machine is damnnnn fun lor!! lol and we had lots of time to decorate our neos.. lol.. my my... then become like quite a disaster.. lol.. cos got sooo many designs and effects that we can play around with!! lol we were like sooo amused wif it!! lol...anyway I'm gonna switch back to my green grass layout ler/.. I can't stand this layout anymore.. it's super difficult to read lah!! grrrrrrr...

2004-07-02T01:16:00.000+08:00

wahahah changed my layout again (think I'm addicted to changing layouts lol...) surprise!!! It's not green this time!! lol cos nice greeeeeen layouts are extinct alrdy... lol XD If I ever want to change back to bring green, I'll switch back to my grasssy layout lol woooots!! and I hope the chinese words in my status bar shows.. =XX if not u can try right click>encoding>chinese simplified(GB2312).. It hink unicode in this case doesn't show wahahahha... dunno why also...

2004-07-02T00:05:00.000+08:00

Ahhh really lurve this song...sighz..

我们的爱 :: F.I.R

回忆里想起模糊的小时候
云朵漂浮在蓝蓝的天空
那时候的你说要和我手牵手
一起走到时间的尽头

从此以后我都不想抬头看
仿佛我的天空失去了颜色
从那一天起我忘记了呼吸
眼泪啊永远不再不再哭泣

我们的爱过了就不再回来直到现在
我还默默的等待
我们的爱我明白
以变成你的负担
只是永远我都放不开
最后的温暖你给的温暖
不要再问你是否爱我
现在我想要自由的天空

远离开这被捆绑的世界不再寂寞

2004-07-01T22:14:00.000+08:00

woooooooooooooooots!!! Haven't blogged in like..eons of years man.... lol finally CTs over!!! whew!! ahhh.... can take a breather before the hectic term starts heee...
well, today I watched spiderman 2!!! Grrrrrr-eat show.. but I think it was a little too long.. then it got a bit draggy.... I was a bit bored tO the end... but still, it's really kewwwwl lol... then I went back to sch for training... lol... and then cos mei was like stoning in 1 corner, I was like sms-ing her at the range... lol... and we were like not even 20m away from each other lol...XD
Ahh today was also the IPs at competition... really really proud of them!!! All of them did really well!!! and I must say, GREAT JOB PPL!!! REALLY REALLY PROUD OF ALL OF YA!!! It's not just the score.. but the fact tt u guys trained for a relatively short time (abt 6 mths or less?!) and u're like all shooting really well!! wooooooooooooooots!!! all the way ppl!!
WAHAHHAHAHAH!! GOING OUT TMR... AND THE DAY AFTER... AND THE FOLLOWING DAY... lol.. but I plan to go to the Jurong East library this weekend... go read some storybooks.. I'm bored at home without any books to read... lol...

2004-06-25T00:23:00.000+08:00

wooots!! changed my layout!! cos te previous one I realised is toooo gweeeen!! lol hurts when after u've been staring at it for a loooong loong time.. then u look at a white backgrd again.. the white looks especially bright lol so changed it into something, still green, nonetheless, lol wooots!! hope its better yaaa... lol wooots!! *CHEERS*

2004-06-24T18:59:00.000+08:00

lol.. guess who i met today?? xy!! woots!! lol I was like on my way to tuition, then I was waiting for the MRT. When it pulled over, I stepped into teh carriage and there he was..standing in front of me lol.. and I thought I saw the wrong person.. until he must have 'sensed' my presence (lol) and looked up.. lol wooots!! wat a coincidence!! lol.. even prune express dun get me into teh carriage directly in front of prune loh... lol wooots!! then wat was more amazing was tt both of us are going to clementi.. and have to take a bus XD lol... but nah.. we weren't heading for teh same place.. if that's wat u're wondering lol...wooots!!

2004-06-23T22:28:00.000+08:00

Harder To Breathe::Maroon 5

How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable
So condescending unnecessarily critical
I have the tendency of getting very physical
So watch your step cause if I do you'll need a miracle

You drain me dry and make me wonder why I'm even here
This Double Vision I was seeing is finally clear
You want to stay but you know very well I want you gone
Not fit to fuckin' tread the ground that I'm walking on

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe

What you are doing is screwing things up inside my head
You should know better you never listened to what I've said
Clutching your pillow and writhing in a naked sweat
Hoping somebody someday will do you like I did

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe

Does it kill
Does it burn
Is it painful to learn
That it's me that has all the control

Does it thrill
Does it sting
When you feel what I bring
And you wish that you had me to hold

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
is there anyone out there cuz its gettin harder and harder to breathe

2004-06-22T23:40:00.000+08:00

I AM DECALRING A WAR ON THE MOSQUITOES.
They suck loh!!! hide in 1 corner at home.. tehn ferociously attack me like wat?! 10 plus times?! ARGH!! I'm so so so mad!! then in school, they dun apre me too!! I kena like wat 5 bites.. all concentrated in a 10cm-diameter circle on my right leg.. =X they even bite me at night!!! argh!! I got 2 bites on my ankles.. urghhhhh...

2004-06-21T23:14:00.000+08:00

Grrrr..stupid blogspot.. couldn't blog yesterday lol..anyway, I went jogging at 8.30 pm today...lol... yeah call me nuts.. lol.. but I couldn' drag myself out of bed early to jog.. so yup.. went after my studying.. lol.. oh well, athon's right: jogging at night IS indeed very very cooling.. and refreshing.. lol.. except that i ate more than usual after my jog.. lol.. all down the drain.. lol...watever lah... short sighted me went jogging at night without my specs.. well, its pretty interesting to see my neighbourhood in the night, without its full glory as seen in the morning... and also WITHOUT the drilling... OMG.. pls pls pls.. let the stoooopid drillings stop soon!! argh...think its driving me nuts.. luckily I dun stay at home to study.. or I think I'd have torn out all my hair.. lol...

2004-06-20T23:54:00.000+08:00

ehh...today I felt so stuoopid loh... stood outside the woodlands lib to wait for it to open.. =X felt like an avg kiasu singaporean.. OMG...was totally embarrassed by myself lol.. the I was *praying* like mad that I dun meet anyone I know to see my que-ing outside the lib lol... but I was totally shocked tt ppl actually sat outside the lib and waited for the lib to open lol.. hmm.... n they only went in to grab the couch I think lol... I HATE THE DRILLING GOING ON AT MY HOUSE!!! =X It really really sux... makes me feel like a homeless kid cos I can't study at home.. =X argh.... then I met my pri sch classmate.. lol he was waiting outside the lib too lol.. muz be there to escape fr the noise lah.. then as we went up teh escalator, he was standing next to me n I was waiting for him to scknowledge me.. but he didn't loh.. lol... so I also pretended tt I din see him too!!! lol

2004-06-19T23:06:00.000+08:00

hee in case ppl have been wondering, how coem my MSN emoticons all disappeared, its cos I just reformatted my hard disk lol thx to some ppl who got nothing better to do, decided to backdoor my IP, and send me 'presents' of assorted virus so that my net speed would slow down.. tsk tsk.. these ppl arh.. got nuttin better to do wif tehir lives izzit?? tsk tsk *shakes head* ahh tmr's Dad's Day.. *DIE...* I haven't gotten anythign for my dad yet lol but nvm lah... can treat him to something next time.. lol you dun need a reason to be ncie to your dad lol =D

2004-06-18T22:48:00.000+08:00

OK let’s see..today went for training in the mrning lol.. took the prune express lol but we ended up arriving waaaaaaaaaay too early lol anyway then in the afternoon went for sakae sushi buffet lol.. that would be my lun-ner hee (lunch n dinner lahzz)my sisters n I sat there from 3pm to 5.30 pm lol…OMG.. lol this week has been a erm, put-on-weight week lol… there was Mac, pizza hut, swensens (swoooon) n now, sushi buffet lol YAY!!! Was really really full by the tiem we left the place lol.. but the food was great, my sis was SOOOO amazed that I ate all the salmon n other raw fish sushi heee (frankly, speaking, I’m amazed tt I put that bloody raw tuna into my stomach..(bleahh.. got a bit sick of fish aft a while…esp the fishy taste, it makes me feel like puking....) but yup, their raw fish sushi’s not too bad hee...Then went to cut my hair!!! Ok lah.. more like trim lol.. my sis say "you got cut mehh??" err I kinda agreed heee but it’s a bit thinner now..hee... oh well....dropped by my grandma’s place cos she was hospitalized a few wks ago.. din get a chance to visit her until now.. yup.. and saw my err baby cousin?? OMG.. she’s grown soooo much!! And sooooo fast!!! When I saw her during Chinese new year, she was still walking around, throwing stuff…. Around.. but now, she can jump around and say all kinds of stuff like "scared scared" in Chinese lol soooo cute!!! Haaa... So essentially, din get to study much today... Sigh.. jialat siazz... Must be more disciplined.... -_-|||

2004-06-17T23:17:00.000+08:00

OMG..I've never taken soooo many neos in a short period of 2 weeks... guess wat?? I took somemore today!!! lol but today's mei's bday!! HAPPY 15TH BDAY DEARIE!! Well, we planned to meet at 2pm one lah.. but thx to *arhem* we arrived late..lol then keong n mei made prune, me n raa find them!! lol Not that I mind.. In fact, it was kinda fun!! lol Then we took more neos lol but I thot this time round it was pretty nice heee and somehow, raa become our stepmom.. hmm our family's expanding man... then we went to swensens to eat lunch... and thx to pa prune, who had some discount of some sort, we ordered a 1kg ice cream cake and shared it amg 5 of us!! woohooooO!!! but of cos, aft tt we cldn't really eat anything else lol but oh man, tt ice cream cake is heavenly man... now I can tell ppll that I am sick of swensens lol (esp teh cookies n cream) hahhaa... then walked mei to PS for her second half of her bday bash wif teh other IPs...actually the rest of us thereabt knew wat was going to happen to her cos some of them were talking abt it in the range in teh afternoon...heee was really really tired when i got home..n prune kept saying " you are a cow" on teh train ride home... lol.. made me feel so prunified.. and teh fuuny thing is, he sounded like a broken recorder, on repeat mode, witht eh exact tone and pitch saying " you are a cow" lol so I had to say " you are a prune" heeee anyway, on a photo taking spreee today!! took pix of my neos...n my tarepanda on my bed n also all teh barang barang I have on my table shelf lol mostly, fr fwens, n some is I buy one lol XD But today was really really fun, albeit fattening =X lol but nvm,.. it was worth it for the ice cream cake.. *yummy* ahh...Ok, posted my barang barang pic.. lol

Then e neo we took today tt I liked very very very very very very very muchhh

cos we reallly looked like a family... lol for other neos, mabbe can try going to my photobucket. lol err look under teh June 17 album lol I dun think the other albums got pix lol... link: http://img78.photobucket.com/albums/v297/greenfuzzie/June%2017/

2004-06-16T00:45:00.000+08:00

Wahhh!! finally mei n di breaking camp soon!! YAY!!! can't wait... no chat marathons these days a bit sian.. lol but seriously, I gotta mug mug mug mug mug... life's sad hur? lol but oh well, how much worse can it get?? I mean compared to those ppl out there, everyday fighting just to stay alive, I think my life's fairly a breeze...

2004-06-14T22:45:00.000+08:00

Woohoooo went out to wacth HARRY POTTER today lol (finally!!!) It din turn out as bad as I had expected it to be lol althought i think it would help if u had read teh story book first cos theer are alot of missing bits and pieces.. hee.. then I went shopping around for presents...n then took neoprints!!1 lol Below's wat i took with my digicam lol no choice man.. no scanner lol have to do it the hard way lol actually shld hv 2 more designs but each of us took only 4.... hee YAY!! so happy today woohoo (OMG I'm catching onto fur's disease...cos neo's her life man..)

Hahaha sorry ah.. teh pix a bit out of proportion lol dunno wats wrong also lol but nvm lah.. can see a bit of wats happening can ler lol

2004-06-13T23:45:00.000+08:00

Heard this song on radio.. ahhh beeee-uu-ti-foool song.. *sigh* had a REALLY satifying day today lol just slacked ard lol anyway, heard fr prune tt my table is fixed!1 woohoo!! I think its teh chinese words.. hmm.. lol kewl.. anyway, going to watch hrry potter tmr!! woohoooo!! finally lol altho ppl tell me like its not very nice.. hmm but nvm... shall watch it for myself lol XD

Daniel Beddingfield :: Never GOnna Leave Your side
I feel like a song without the words
A man without a soul
A bird without its wings
A heart without a home
I feel like a knight without a sword
The sky without the sun
cos you are the one

I feel like a ship beneath the waves
A child that lost its way
A door without a key
A face without a name
I feel like a breath without the air
And every day's the same
since you've gone away

I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
and I miss you everyday
yeah

and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
cos when I'm lying in your arms
I know I'm home

They tell me that a man can lose his mind
Living in the pain
The call in times gone by
The crying in the rain
You know I've wasted half the time
And I'm on my knees again
'till you come to me
yeah

I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
and I miss you everyday
yeah

and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
I lay my head against your heart
I know I'm home
I know I'm home
I know I'm home

and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
cos when I'm lying in your arms
I know I'm home

2004-06-11T23:46:00.000+08:00

hee today went to KAp for family breakfast. pa, keong, mei n di were there..omg.. di lugged his huuuuuuuge bluky jkt with him all teh way to KAp... then pa was like saying how his daughter shld serve him.. then I was saying "daughters are meant to be served, not serve" lol budden ah.. when i ordered my breakfast, keong behind me wa slike saying "then u might as well buy for prune' so silly me ordered it, until keong said "so in the end u're serving him ler" oh man.. I'm such a sucker for prune.. lol lazy pa wanted to walk thro teh side gate so we arrived at the gate at 9am... just in time before it closes lol and we waited for the range to be opened....wait and wait and wait...and those who came later were like *#$&#%$)^$()^*#$^@ abt how they din make it to teh side gate in time lol then the funny thing was, when teh range opened, di was complaining how heavy his jkt was.. then I was like |||-_- cos he din complain when he lugged it to KAP but complained when bringing it into teh range?! OMg.. win ler.. then =training= after which I went for lunch and came back to sch to mug wif ym lol guess wat?! we crapped so much that we din do much =X so we say nxt time we meet, we shldn't crap so much lol and we realised that we used to live soooo near to each other!!!! like 2 streets away only?? lol and she stayed near my primary school loh... lol kewl!!! then she said her bro and gf going to night safari...and surprise surprise! my sis n her bf's there too!! so we were like saying if we shld go together n be the lightbulbs (but it turns out tt my sis n her bf only went zoo, not night safari... =X) but still in teh end din go safari with ym... sigh.. cos ex mah... then somemore cannot make it back home in time, wash up and make my way to CCk for her bro to fecth us there lol damn......nvm nvm... next tiem we'll hv family outing!! horr...mei di n keong? lol ym and I really got a lot of yuen2 fen4 man.. lol no wonder we get along so well.. lol XD

2004-06-10T18:14:00.000+08:00

haaa ju tried to help me alter teh width of my table.. but apparentl,y not werkin..=X but nvmm thx just for ur help anyway lol =D

2004-06-10T15:57:00.000+08:00

woohoooo~~ just went for a rifle outing yesterday lol actually it was more like a bbq at raa's place lol then in teh afternoon before going to raa's place, met up wif keong fur n bas at causeway point to take neoprints n eat lunch lol yay!! got really really nice neoprints lol its in my wallet now lol then fur was like really pro at teh machine siaz.. she tinkered wif it like nobody's business lol so in the end she ended up doing most of teh photos while I only did 2 lol *my my..* then on teh MRt was playing ard wif my digicam lol took videos, photos n i think ppl were giving us weird looks lol once we reached J8, went to buy chicken wings then made our way to raa's house. Aiyo..her parents were soooo nice! did everything for us.. set up teh BBQ pit, skewer the chicken, bought most of teh food for us...aiyo.. felt so guilty for not buying anything for them.. ohhh then we played with dizzy!! lol tried taking a photo of dizzy but wasn't so successful lol hmmz then it was more and more photo-taking and video-caming lol siew ee seemed to be the only one who had problem in using my cam lol most ppl were OK wif it loh lol so for the photos siew ee took, it was all disastrous man... lol we were all caught in a funny position lol I was the only one to stay over at raa's hse lol then in the nite, we talked to keong n fur online n they gave names to raa too lol omg wat kind of name is ssssssss(fur)...hhhhhhhh(raa).....or kkkkkkkkkk(keong)?? lol they look more like a key stucked on the typing board lol mine still sounds teh best!! xuanA~~~ lol fur sent to raa the photos she has n it was quite a nightmare really...cos fur din noe how to zip teh files.. so become raa was d/l the photos individually and since she cant accept more than 3 at once she was like constantly scrolling up to recieve teh photos lol then in the night raa n i were wondering wat to do....first we watched anime (I fell aslp for a while) then we read fur's n keong's blog lol ohh then raa n i took a few photos lol and then we just sat through the nite and talked and talked lol we kept checking wo see who's still online n we saw tt fur's still on at 4am!! OMG.. she's power man... then bas msged me at 4.45 liddat to say tt he suddenly woke up n cant get back to slp hmmz lol must hv missed me man.. lol but I only recieved his msg at err 5.45 am liddat lol but by then think he went back to slp ler... lol then we looked at the phots nvids I took for teh BBQ and counted how many I took... OMG....84 photos...lol but juding fr how obsessed I was wif my cam tt's just a mild amt lol left raa's hse at 7am..slpt on the mrt n once I reached home, went to upload teh photos n vids into my comp lol tonite will be sending fur,keong n raa e photos lol

2004-06-09T02:35:00.000+08:00

lol its another record-breaking chatting event with keong and fur again lol but today Ok lah. shorter a bit lol cos keong's MSN best ler.. keep dc-ing and logging in again lol... i think we've started new windows for at least 7 or 8 times lol.. then fur and I were like sooooo amused to see him logging in and out in and out.. you know how MSN likes to have this little pop-up window to tell others tt someone has loggged in. lol then beofer we could get him into teh winodw, he'll be offline again lol so he'll like squeeeeeeeeze in a 'yahz' then it'll appear tt he's offline lol OMG.. fur and I were like laughing non-stop lol but not bad man.. keong only gave up trying to log in like aft countless futile attempts lol pei4 fu2 pei4 fu2 anyway hope tmr'll be fun!! will be bringing my digicam along!! woohooooo!! then can finally use it!! YAY!!

2004-06-08T16:04:00.000+08:00

hohohoho just in case u ppl are wondering how come I'm xuanA now, it was cos teh other night (or would morning be more suitable) fur, me and keong were still chatting at 2am. tehn my sis wanted to use teh comp, so i told them will be back at 2.30 am. Then apparently, 2.30 came and I still wasn;t back..so fur went
"where's xxuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"
then keong went
"xxxxxxxxuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnn"
and fur went
"xxxxxxxxxxxxxxuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnn"
and then keong went
"xxxxxxxxxuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnanananananananananananananan"
yup. so apparently thats teh whole story =X lol I only found out last night... hmmz.. lol anyway turned up grouchy at the range again =X hmm should stop this man.. hate morning grouchiness..makes me feel as though the whole world has offended me lol then i also apparenlty affected yun cos she was really bothered by why I was so angry lol
SORRRY YUNNNNN~ and also to Raaaa~
but hey seriously, wasn't mad at anyone but just that the extra morning call really pissed me off man.. *@#$&%7#$*#& lol but sorry ppl..if u were affected by my morning grouchiness lol been really temperamental nowadays.. dunno wats wrong worx.. sigh....and keong got pes A!!! wohoooo!! dunno if its good for him or not lol now he really hafta pass his NAPFA lol *my goodness!!* lol and evil prune was like mocking at him lol evil evil and A-HA!! I found a way around my wide tables prob.. just make sure everythime u come right, right click>encoding>unicode then teh whole table should fit nicely into teh window browser without needing u to browse thro it horizontally yup. heee just discovered tt lol

2004-06-08T08:01:00.000+08:00

heheh changed my layout!! It's STILL green lol but something wrong wif it leh...the table wif my blogs are soooo wide... anyone noes how to fix it?? It shows up all nice and perfect in preview but when I view it again in the main windows it looks looong hmm.....anyway u guys like it?? lol I lurrrrrrrrrve it lol n a biggie thankew to those who tagged n asked if I'm ok..
THANKEW THANKEW THANKEW!!
lol think I got out from thw rong side of bed man lol hmmz anyway I'm like blogging at 8am cos got woken up by a phone call.. @(&@#*^$%#&%^%#&$ so msged keong n asked him hows his medi chkup for NS is going lol apparenty still not too bad lol YAY! got my digicam like wat.. e day before?? but was too grouchy to blog abt it lol then took lots of crap pix on the mrt wif my sis lol my dad n i took a funny shot together siaz..he had this really corny expression on his face lol he ahh...funny guy lol

2004-06-07T00:01:00.000+08:00

sick. that's all I can say. sick of life. sick of training. sick of everyone esle around me. sick of my mum. sick of bad results. sick of not getting what I want. sick of school. sick of getting into that stinky jkt. sick of ppl ordering me around. sick of ppl who dun reciprocate. sick. I'm sick.

2004-06-06T12:42:00.000+08:00

heheh suddenly had an inspiration to write something in chinese lol (raa's nightmare!!) actually it came to me the day before but I din really had teh chance to put it into words. lol. if u happen to think tt its bad, sry lah.. my chinese standard is only like this much...lol but hope u'll enjoy it ya.. its been a loong loooooooong time since I last wrote something in chinese lol do tell me wat u think abt it ya lol btw its quite short la.. typing in chinese is a nightmare.. to view it, right click>encoding>unicode

背影，它总是给人一种孤单的感觉。
每当我看到他的背影时，心里总涌上一股莫名的感觉。它说不上是伤感，也不能说是喜跃，就说是不舍吧。望着他的双眸，虚寒问暖的话语，唯恐只有那几秒，也足以让我雀跃万分。但只要一转过头，看他俏俏地离去，背影渐渐地消失在眼前时，心里有多么不舍，还是一味地藏在心里。那句“再陪我多一下吧！”总被我咽了下去。我讨厌自己的懦弱，但也因为懦弱，而显得他的背影更珍贵，更让人怜惜。心里的孤单再难受，还是自己背了下来。
看着情侣的背影，让我感到爱，它仍燃是存在着的。只属于我的那个他，一定在某个角落等着我。但一看到情侣的背影，心里顿时间感到的孤独，应该只有自己明白吧。但爱情让人看到的背影，不一定是孤独的。热恋中的男女，看到对方的背影时，感到幸福以外，还是幸福。但幸福的背后，带着一丝的孤单。因为心里明白，在这段感情冷却后，眼里出现的背影，是寂寞的。
各式各样的背影，给人不同的感觉。但它始终逃不开孤单的陪伴。

2004-06-04T22:49:00.000+08:00

I was walking home by this route that i seldom took. There was supposed to be this little hill like thingy at teh blk of flats, where I used to play when waiting for my bus in my younger days. I remember playing hide and seek there, good old days when I'd run around, screaming as I try to avoid getting 'tagged',getting bits of grass and mud, mixing them and thinking, 'i think this needs more water to be muddier'. The first tiem i got a bite from the red ants, the first tiem I heard that spastic joke about micheal jackson's crotch-grabbing yelp was actually caused by being bitten by an ant. Those days when I'd run freely around, feeling the warm sunshine on my skin, as the wind sweeps strands of my hair into my face. Those days when I'd wait patiently for my friends to join me after school and we would make ourselves a nuisance to the neighbours, as we play catch in the entire block of flat, screaming along teh corridors and peeping into windows.
Now, the hill is just a bare patch of land. It has been stripped of its grass and all.
But it still brings back fond memories. Those simple joys of childhood. I miss my childhood.

2004-06-03T23:09:00.000+08:00

Today's really a day full of surprises... I met this fwen of mine on teh bus..lol he msged me to ask why I'm going to sch lol and he was like sitting diagonally to my left lol makes me wonder why i din see him when i board the bus.. hehehe... that was the first surprise, then today's econs tut ended reallly reallly early...was supposed to end at err 11am.. but we ended at 930 am instead lol...and rainna was on a photo-taking frenzy man...lol kept taking photos with her new IXUS digital cam.. but her cam's really kewl siaz...then after that i went to catch Shrek 2 with my fwen. hahahah we were so early at cine that there was only my fwen n i sitting in yoshinoya eating out lunch.. =X shrek 2 was damn funny man!! I lurrrrrrrrrrrrrrve puss in boots!!! It's big big eyes makes me melt man!! hahaha....was laughing non-stop in the cinemas hee. Ohhh then my fwen and I met Zeng Shi Mei and the actress who acted as Daisy in Under 1 roof when we were wondering around in orchard...dunno if u guys remeember...and throughout the whole day, I've been comtemplating if I shld go for my sch's talentime cos this yr's one is particularly memorable.It'll be the last tiem it's held in my old school campus and also cos Chii tarng's performing lah.. shld go support him lol for the sake of being classmates for wat, 4 yrs(and still counting)? lol but in the end, I diin go cos was so tired by the time I reached home at 730pm? and somemore I din buy teh tic before hand, dunno if I can still make it there in time to buy the tic.. hehe... so din go in the end.. *SORRY CHII TARNG N MARCO!!!* heee
End note: almost wanted to take my 4th earhole today with my fwen whom I promised to take wif together, but didn't succeed in teh end cos the person said she din hv the instrument with her lol... nvm.. some other time.. hahaha ohhh and I bought *new* earrings today!! YAY!!

2004-06-02T13:19:00.000+08:00

Man.. this blog thing is addictive man.. lol.. cant stop blogging into it.. anyway.. I'm blogging while I wait for my turn to bathe heheh...Today's Vesak Day. Kicked off teh day with training...lol...and I overslept!!! lol... was supposed to reach sch at err 8am?! In the end, woke up at 730 am lol...so by the time I packed my stuff and ready to go off, I reached the main gate at 845..hahah.. and so far, today's REALLY REALLY boring...no Tv shows...no games on my comp...abundent food at home which really, is bad news cos I wun be able to stop eating man.. lol oh darn.. it looks like it might rain after all...was thinking on my way home just now tt mabbe I can go swimming heheheh...looks like I'll be having a change of plans...saw a strange sight just now, when I was walking home, I saw this group of ppl having a picnic. The funny things is, they were having the picnic next to the playground, which was near blocks of flats...and almost EVERYONE walking past them looked and satred at them, but apparently, they were quite oblivious to teh stares, sipping their cups of tea.(yeah, the teacup even came with a saucer lol) what a weird sight ehh?? lol

2004-06-02T00:17:00.000+08:00

Just watched the wedding planner.. so sweet!! *sigh* but I thought that teh movie had a too perfect wedding. I mean.. the guy and his wife-to-be managed to find out that both of them don't want to get married, so they din get married.. then jennifer lopez and that mexican fwen of hers almost got married, but her dad was like objecting to it cos he realised that that wasn;t wat she wanted...so she didn't get married too... then the guy and jennifer lopez met again in teh park where they first caught each other's eyes... Ok that part was sweet, but really.. the ending is a bit too perfect isn't it? I like romance films where the love almost never made it.. but then..on the other hand, I'm a sucker for happy endings....hahha ironical me...it's teh same in reality isn't it when u come think about it? It can't always be a happy ending. there are times when you're bound to fall, and fall really hard. but once u've picked urself up, its a brand new start all over again.... Ohhh and btw, I love hoobastank's the reason such a sweet sad song...my fwen said the mtv was abt this guy missing his gf aft she dies in an accident... lesson learnt? if you have something to say, say it. If you wished you haven;t done something, make up for it. Don't wait till you lose the chance..for then sorry is really meaningless. it's just hot air from your mouth.

2004-06-01T10:31:00.000+08:00

Hoobastank :: The reason
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you